I have got to stop drinking. I think I’m over it until my ladies come back this summer. But I’m taking it easy this summer. I have got to be smarter with my money. And honestly I think I would rather buy my own personal bud instead of drinking every weekend or even every other day. I’m so sick of it but I love it at the same time but when start to joke with my neighbor in a way I wouldn’t even joke with him sober, that’s when I have to draw myself a line. Plus, I have never seen Jake this sick before and I know he’s going to be totally not going to want to drink for awhile

… why am I awake? Hm, I fucking love listening to the thunder though but I miss having Jake in bed with me, he’s downstairs with our neighbor, Mitch, and he thinks he’s gonna sleep down there in his hammock. Which, more power to him, but he’s crazy if he thinks I’m not going to take over the entire bed. Ah and I have to be up early for my biology lab and then I have a test and a presentation due in my last class tomorrow plus volunteering at the Kenwick center. Why did I drink tonight?

Really don’t want to get out of bed. Biology doesn’t motivate me. But on the bright side, only 5 1/2 more months till my birthday. (:

My room is literally the perfect temperature right now and both of my cats are laying with me. The perfect amount of light is coming in and did I mention my bed is the shit?

Haha i can’t believe Jake came home, ate jimmy john’s, and passed out. Guess I’m smoking a bowl by myself.

Really? You think playing battlefield and smoking a bowl right in front of me is going to fix our relationship? Dude, grow the fuck up, I deserve a god damn apology.

I’m finding it really hard to get out of bed right now

While I’m pissed about the cat situation, I’m glad to be up early this morning. Watched the sunrise cuddled in my blanket whilst smoking a cig. Took a shower and now I’m watching Brave for the first time and working on some homework. Today shall be a good day. I will make it one. 

Oh kill me now it’s going to be over 100 to get the Flea medication and worm medication. I want to cry. WHERE IS MY TAX REFUND

Good god nothing can ever be simple. Fucking pissed at the humane society. I tried to get the kittens treated for worms when I got them fixed but they said they were fine now here we are, can’t let my cats out of the bathroom cause they’re shitting everywhere and now they have fleas. Jesus Christ I’ve had it up to here with untruthful animal doctors. Just fucking tell me what to do and try to save me some fucking money while we’re at it